Autumn Leaves

I really can't wait for OneThing now. I am very discouraged lately, and I don't know why but I feel pretty low too. I read a book Sunnie gave to me called The Perks of Being a Wallflower. It was really very interesting, and I felt like there were a few things that I could relate to. Not to the extent of LSD and sex.. but I really think that only people who don't truely know Jesus are depressed. I really think that. That's why I am afraid of being this sad. :-/