blah!

Tonight just kind of sucked. I love these kids, but things change. So quickly. I thought I wanted it to be like old times, but I didn't really. I can't re-create past times any way. I thought I was upset with the way things were, but I shouldn't have been. So I am glad I figured that out... and I guess I am just done. I really just want to curl up in a ball most of the time lately and not talk to anyone. I'm not being emo, I'm not depressed, I am fine. I really really hate football though.