First show...

I don't know what happened. It was just a mess somehow. We'll have many run-throughs by the next game though. But wow, some of that was just terrible.

School is great. I love my AP Gov and honors English classes, everything about them. All my friends are in them. But FST and Chem suck, pretty much. Chemistry is easy, so far. I own in FST. I'm learning so much in Gov, I love it.

Then band class, of course = amazazing. But tonight... :o~~~~

I got to talk to one of my favorite trumpets tonight about Jesus and stuff. She was raised catholic and just recently started going to Cedar Street. :) She wants to get baptised soon. I love having her to talk to.

Then for some reason it was really good to see Jake tonight.
I'm so tired and just done with stupid crap from this past week. We're going to get better. And I did fine with out my lyre tonight, so.. woohoo.
Spring

Rain, rain.. stay a while.

I love the rain, I don't know why. I love sitting in Beaner's in the rain the most, and walking in it. I hung out with Heather for the first time in too long. I hung out with Mava, Alyson, and Amelia last week. I am tired of going into stores and being stupid. Honestly I'm bored of all of that.

For some reason some of the new trumpets are very dramatic. =p It makes me laugh. It makes me laugh more when they ask me what to do! They truely are a blessing though and I think God will use them to show me things. He already has really.

I am sooo ready for school. Change needs to happen and I need to be busy. I am less distracted honestly when I am busier. I'm never too busy God though, I just need to stop wasting time.

I'm kind of in a weird daze. Maybe it's all the Coldplay. Maybe it's my coping mechanism with change.. Maybe it's because I haven't read today. :-/

Waiting sucks.

Band camp went just perfectly. All my worries for this year are gone. We will do just fine. In fact we are about to kick some major butt!

I am very confused and anxious at the moment though. I am so ready for school to start. Like NOW. I hate the way thing are sometimes but I understand that God takes care of us. It's just the waiting to see what will happen. 2 Corinthians 6:14 I want to loose one of my best friends so badly..